No regrets, :)

I literally just can’t wait.

I have such high hopes for this summer it’s unreal.

First up, Lady Antebellum concert

& then beach bound with my one and friend / very best friend Jason Ray <3

So grumpy lately.

I can honestly admit these last 2 weeks I’ve been nothing but an emotional mess. Each and everyday my moods have been so unpredictable and quickly changing. It’s been a roller coaster to say the least. Thankfully, my punching bags, or 2 most important people have got the most of it and are still by my side. From my car breaking down, to finals and different school stress it’s just been one thing after another. After starting a new job, and still dealing with the other one I’ve finally decided I need to take a breather. Have a moment to relax and not be as stressed or overwhelmed as I am. With summer break starting at 1 pm tomorrow it’s time to clear my plate and start fresh. Here goes nothing…

Only One More Week,

Ready to kick this semester’s ass… hahahahaha.

Oh wait, my grades suck, my teacher’s suck, my roommate sucks, everything just suck suck sucks.

&&&&& my car isn’t working whatsoever; needs towed, completely undriveable. Totally allowed to be an ungrateful bitch the rest of the week, blah.

itsmegyo:

Yeah, I miss you. But im not going back to being treated like a floor mat and putting up with you not respecting me. You’ve pulled too much shit up to this point and I’ve just had enough. We were good friends, but that’s the past and this is now, im moving on.

4/24/2012

After going through all of my 1,234 posts here I sit crying like a little baby… mostly all of them being from senior year, but some junior year ones as well.

I miss how things used to be. I miss home. I miss working at the pizza shop. I miss Tyler. I miss being close with Krissy. I miss everyone getting along. I miss the summers Katie was here. I miss the talks Alex and I used to have. 7th period studyhall. having money. not constantly worrying about things. doing nothing in high school. field parties, house parties, birthday parties. seeing my siblings every single day and so much more. <3 I miss my past.. but I guess that’s called growing up.

On another note, I’m thankful for who I have in my life now, extremely thankful at that. I never thought I’d ever say I was ready to move back home, but I am. I’ve learned this past year my family is my absolute everything. My mom is my rock. The number one person in my life forever and always. She’s the one I turn to at 2:30 in the morning when I need advice, have a problem, or just need to talk. SO very thankful for her.

Jason is also my back bone and sanity for life. I have no idea where I would be today, if God wouldn’t have led that boy into my life. I’m thankful he is the most caring, judge free, understanding individual I’ve ever met and he’s all mine. I’ve gotten to experience things with him, I never thought I’d ever be able to and I know Through thick or thin,  we can stick together through anything. <3

& to wrap up, although I’ve hated Butler in general more than loved it this past year I would definitely say it’s been such a huge part of my life that it helped make me who I am today. Getting out of the small town I grew up in, and living on my own with the majority of the time, someone I quite frankly didn’t what to be around whatsoever has been such an experience. College in general has been life changing. It’s not the parties and large amounts of fun everyone proclaims it to be. I know, with the end of my freshman year within 2 weeks that college will never be the best time of my life, but high school will forever hold that title in my book. <3

Now, hopefully I’ll get back into posting more onto this thing so I can look back on my past and remember all the good & bad times like I just did for several hours.

i wish life was easy.

ashleymanculich:

why can’t we be happy all the time? is that too much to ask.

I am :))) get rid of what’s holding your back. A smile looks better on your face than a frown. <3 Summer in t-minus 2 weeks, bring up the attitude chicka.

Brantley Gilbert’s sweet voice until I fall asleep tonight <3

….. once I finish this paper that is.